Hey! So I know its been a long time since I blogged last. Life has been crazy! Im working a lot and trying to get money for college...which this week I was hit with a major delima. I got my financial aid packet with how much aid I'll be recieving and I was surprised that it wasnt as much as I thought it'd be. Im 12,000 dollars short for tuition. My heart sunk a lot. Now Im hit with the choices to get loans that I'll have to pay back after school. If I choose to do all four years I'll have to pay over 500 dollars a month for payments. Now, theres no way I'll be able to provide for myself come time for that. Im so torn. I dont know what to do. So please, please be praying for me. I really am stressing and worried about what to do. I know I have to make this decision and its a rough one to have to make. I wish I was four years old again when life was so carefree and nothing stopped me from doing anything! lol. Its probably why God calls us to have a childlike heart so we can come to him without anything stopping us, and be carefree with lifes struggles. Amazing how God turns that around in someones life...especially after what I just shared. Okay God, you hit me on the head again...I get it. But prayers are still greatly appriciated! lol. Besides that, work is going well. Ive made some good friends and I enjoy working there. Those new friends of mine are a trip and they are each very different but they have grown on me a lot and have become very special to me. I sure will miss them when I leave in September. Grandpa is also doing better. His hair has grown back and he has his goatee back. He seems happier...but yet you can still tell that he's sick. We have no idea when his time is gonna end...I just pray it isnt soon. I still want him to see me get married and be in love. Hes always wanted that for me...and I just pray every day that he'll get to see that.
