Friday, August 7, 2009

Waiting...Walking...Wondering

Okay. So, I know its been a while since I've blogged. Things have been emotional and crazy lately. I've been struggling a lot with wondering if Im gonna have enough money for when I leave to Eugene in a month or so. The finances are just not coming in. Im working as much as I can with the little hours Im getting at work. Ive been so discouraged the past couple weeks. It just seemed to me that nothing was coming together and things seemed hopeless. Well today, Mom and I were out running errands and we were listening to Positive Life Radio. (A Christian Radio Station) and a song came up and I felt like crying. These are the lyrics....


While I'm Waiting by John Waller:


I'm waiting I'm waiting on You,

Lord And I am hopeful I'm waiting on You,

Lord Though it is painful

But patiently, I will wait


Chorus

I will move ahead, bold and confident

Takeing every step in obedience

While I'm waiting I will serve You

While I'm waiting I will worship

While I'm waiting I will not faint I'll be running the race

Even while I wait


I'm waiting I'm waiting on You,

Lord And I am peaceful I'm waiting on You,

Lord Though it's not easy But faithfully,

I will wait Yes, I will wait


I will serve You while I'm waiting

I will worship while I'm waiting

I will serve You while I'm waiting

I will worship while I'm waiting

I will serve you while I'm waiting

I will worship while I'm waiting on You, Lord


I felt as though God was telling me "You're right on track Rachel, just wait for me and the right time. I will take care of you." It was such an amazing feeling. God is amazing and I feel real great knowing that God has it all planned and I'm going in the direction He wants. Its definately comforting.