Life sure is crazy sometimes. The school year is coming
to an end, and it’s so surreal. Most of my closest friends are graduating in
two weeks, and my best friend is getting married the week after. In talking to
a friend of mine today, she mentioned how she didn’t think her life would be
the way it is at the age she is. It made me start thinking and I could
definitely relate to how she’s feeling. I feel that this year has been one of
the hardest years of my life, but there is a reason that my life is the way it
is right now.
Being 26 years old, seeing my younger friends in relationships,
getting married, having babies, I never thought I would be this age and still
be single. The Lord has been really trying to minister to me. I kinda feel bad
because I know the encouragement He’s given me has been great, and I am so
thankful but I still can’t help but struggle with life right now. I’m not
in bad spot though, I’m thankful for all
the things He’s given me. I have amazing friends who I know would do anything
for me, I have an amazing family who supports me and are constantly rooting and
praying for me.
But yet, I still feel like something is missing in my life and
that’s the hardest part. I know there is a part of me missing that I still have
yet to able to connect to. Have you ever had that feeling? The feeling of
knowing that someone or something is out there that is just waiting for you? I
feel that way so much, especially lately. I’m in a huge transition in my life.
I will be done with school in December, a college graduate. What an amazing
journey it’s been up till now. In me graduating soon it’s made me really
excited for the next chapter in my life. I have no idea what it’s gonna look
like but I am excited to see what unfolds. I will be moving back home to Idaho
when this year is over and it’s weird knowing I won’t have to come back when
next semester ends.
I know that whatever life holds for me after that is gonna
be great. Patience and faith in God is the hardest part about it, but it’s the
most important. That’s what I’m learning lately. Full faith and patience in the
plan and life God has set before me. It’s hard, but I know it will be worth it
in the end.
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