It's Time

So after talking to one of my mentors I felt encouraged to write a blog seeing I haven't written one in a while. I feel like this year is a year of New Beginnings. God has impressed upon my heart that this year is the year for me. Sound selfish? Not to me. For so long I have spent my years worrying and focusing on everyone else that I really have neglected myself, and have become unhealthy in ways. Physically unhealthy, emotionally unhealthy, thankful I'm spiritually fulfilled by Christ, and fulfilled by my closest and amazing friends who have been with me every single step of the way along my journey. So this year I have made a promise to myself to get physically healthy. Over the last two years I have gained a lot of weight and would technically be considered obese. That word scares me and I don't like it. I looked at a weight tracker online and at my age, with my height, I should weigh about 160...which I am about 90 pounds overweight. It doesn't sound like a lot, but it is. SO, I have begun a diet and working out to lose this nasty weight that defines how I've handled life these past two to five years. I'm done. It's time to make a fresh beginning for myself. I'm ready to feel healthy, I'm ready to be healthy and I'm ready to recieve God's best for me, as I am becoming my best for God. I am really excited and am thankful for all the amazing support I have been recieving from my closest friends and family. I have a couple events this summer and I am determined to look GOOD! lol. So here I go, starting anew again, and this time it's for me.